So mot.

Alright, it's time to focus. My last semester is starting in just a couple days. I'm pretty much already going to start working full-time as a college graduate in the real world. What do I want to do with myself? Where do I see myself and where do I want to be headed? What kind of woman do I want to become?

It's amazing how fast time flies. And even more amazing the wonderful things God has blessed me with over these past few years as well as my entire life. I couldn't be more grateful for all the opportunities and experiences I have been fortunate enough to experience, and I thank God for a wonderful, loving companion through it all (Dan). He really is amazing.

I remember when I used to be *benignly* jealous of the select people I noticed who was so lucky to have an unconditional loving relationship with a companion-of-a-boyfriend. I remember I was envious of such people like Zeynep, or Wendy. And other people who seemed to take their companion for granted, like Xuan, or Maily. And then there were those people (like me) who deserved a loving, affectionate relationship and waited for years on end until they would finally meet their match (like Florence, and My-le, etc.). Some people have it handed to them, some people have to work for it. What am I saying, I forgot that my whole point was actually to say that just a few years ago, I would've never thought I would be in this state. And after all that I've been through, I do feel blessed. :)