I'm on freakin edge right now. I don't feel like it is healthy for me to live at home. This has always been the case. Whether it be because of my parents arguing, Anh, OR Xuan, I can't stand to live at home. My family is highly unusual. Highly neurotic. Everyone has their own fucken problem.

Xuan is too damn judgmental for her own good. She looks at everything with a super critical eye, as if her opinion is what is always the right one or the best one. As if everyone has to listen to her and everything has to go her way. She likes to be bossy, she has to have things done her way. She can never be wrong. She doesn't like to step down even when she is wrong. She's not open-minded enough.

The type of person that I am is selfless. I try to view everything with an open-minded. Sometimes I'm too damn open-minded to know what I really feel or know who I am. I cave in to pressure, and when people think I am a horrible person for the decisions I make, I crumble.